『腹が減った』と言ったら『いや、君の本だ。たくさん質問がある。マークしたのは全部君がミスした場所だ。なぜミスしたか、選択肢は何か、何が決断を駆動したかを全部聞きたい』。2時間半、キャリアのミスを全部掘られた。正しいこと? 『どうでもいい。それは期待通りだ』。その時間を、自分の事業と無関係に見えるが全部関係するビジネスに使ったことへの敬意で外に出た。
ENI wrote about this in my book. This self-confidence appeared when I lost the ninth grade election for class president. And I did a complete post-mortem on myself, who my friend group was, and why I lost because I didn't want to be a loser. I thought it was and it was an it was a apocryphal moment for me and I worked for two years to build different social con constituency and I went out of my way to make different friends in different areas of the I had a 3,800 kid high school so running for an office there was a big deal cuz everybody voted and you had to speak to the entire school in three different assemblies cuz that's all they could get into the gym. And it was critical. I practiced public speaking when I was in the 10th grade and 11th grade. And I won student body vice president, then I won student body president by wide margins because I really worked it. No different than I worked any business I've been in. And I realized, and I said this to someone this morning on this call about this deal I'm doing, the young guy who's the number three who started it said to me, I've never seen anyone move so fast from idea to execution of putting it together. And I said, cuz if you move slow, it doesn't go together. And he said, you seem very confident about this idea. And I said, "Yes, I'm very confident about it because I see it crystal clear in its entirety." And I he said, "I'm not sure that our you know that I'm confident about you meeting our founder because you've probably heard a lot of nasty things about him." I said, "I've heard a ton of things, some good, some bad, but I really don't care." And he said, 'Why do you not care?' I said, 'Because I'll make my own judgment.' I said, 'I'm very good with people. I will know if what I've heard is true, false, or just bologoney. And I said, frankly, if you want to know the truth over my career, if you believed everything everyone said, I'd be a miserable failure and drumed out of life. You know, because anyone who is confident, aggressive, has ideas, wants to push the envelope is put down.